WHAT SUKI WANTS: a sneak preview

Here, as promised, if a little belated, is the cover for WHAT SUKI WANTS, my latest erotic novel due out this spring. It strikes just the right note with these two scantily-clad girls on the cover, WHAT SUKI WANTS being a tale of lesbianism, promiscuity and intrigue, set very firmly in contemporary Britain.

Suki is a young waitress in a Midlands transport cafe, living in a camper van and haunted by the memory of her girlfriend, the beautiful, promiscuous and thoroughly amoral Magdalen, an artist’s model from the States who died under tragic and mysterious circumstances.

When Suki decides to journey up north on a nostalgic tour of their old haunts, it soon emerges that Magdalen had a secret other life - not to mention a husband! - and Suki finds her feelings for Magdalen, and her own sexuality, beginning to change.


Now here’s a brief excerpt from WHAT SUKI WANTS to whet your appetite ...



It was nearly five o’clock by the time Suki finished work at the cafe and strolled back to the camper, deliberately wetting her shoes in each puddle to see the reflection of the sky shiver. The car park was almost empty because the cafe always closed at four on a Friday afternoon. There was a lorry parked up beside her camper but the blinds had been pulled down in the driver’s cab so she guessed he was probably asleep.

Suki climbed in through the side door, kicked off her flat black work shoes and poured herself a small glass of vodka. It was dark inside the camper with the curtains drawn so she lit a few candles, including the new scented ones she had bought in town, and arranged them in a semi-circle on the table.

She wriggled out of her uniform and slipped into a lime-green dressing gown instead, left behind by Magdalen and made of a cool silky material that brushed deliciously against her skin.

It made her feel nostalgic, wearing something that had belonged to Magdalen. Like the American girl was still part of her life, due home any minute so they could curl up together on the bed and make love. But that was just a fantasy. The pitter-patter of rain on the roof and windows told her it had started to rain again. She glanced up at the roof, wondering if she ought to fetch a saucepan for any drips, but the rain didn’t seem strong enough to be leaking through.

Suki sat down in front of her writing pad, chose a good ink pen from her wooden box and started to write a letter.


My darling Magdalen

I missed you so much today, it was like an aching deep in my bones. But you would have been proud of me. Do you remember how we used to talk about men? How you said I needed to start fucking them, to find out what men were like before deciding whether I preferred women to men? Well, I finally did it! Not fucked a man, exactly, but halfway there. I let him wank over me while I masturbated, right here in the camper. It was really dirty, I haven’t come like that since we were together.

I cheated a bit though. I kept thinking of you while he was doing it. Wishing it was you standing between my legs, that his cock was a strap-on. Like the one you used to push into me. Do you remember? The black latex one with those little spikes that pressed right into my cunt whenever we fucked. His cock was big, but nothing like that dildo.

If you’d been there, I’d have spread my legs for you all afternoon and let them sack me for it. Though we wouldn’t have needed a dildo, would we? You always knew how to make me come just with your tongue and fingers. So clever, so beautiful. I wish we were still together.

I know you said if we ever split, or if anything ever happened to you, I should carry on and forget about you. And I’ve tried hard to forget, I really have. But it’s impossible. You were the best lover I ever had, Magdalen. I think about you every second of every day, your mouth, your tongue, your sweet naked body against mine, the way we used to touch each other in bed.

I will adore you forever, my darling Magdalen. You know I’m not clever at finding the right words, like you always could, but I know how good we were together. Come back to me, I can’t bear life without you.

Love Suki



I may well post up more - and hotter - excerpts from WHAT SUKI WANTS as the publication date approaches, so don’t forget to keep checking back. WHAT SUKI WANTS is on sale from early April in the UK, and May in the States, published by Virgin Books. See links for the Virgin Books website. British buyers, you can click here to buy an advance copy of WHAT SUKI WANTS from Amazon UK. Alternatively, Amazon USA can be reached here.